happy bday carl

 

 

 

 

ella's had quite a day. she had her first bath in her whale tub, she had to be groomed for her dad's bday, and she got to wear a special shirt just for her dad. now we just have to wait for him to get home from some meetings he had today.

Two weeks as a mom

wow. parenthoood is a lot of work. Ella is just over two weeks old and she has really tested me. I went into this knowing nothing about infants and it sure has been a learning adventure for Carl and I.
I knew that babies just eat, sleep, and poop but i never thought about how involved i had to be in all of these activities. Ella feeds about 10 times in a 24 hour period and each feeding typically lasts 45 minutes. There goes about 8 hours of my day. Then the endless diaper changes that occur at least once during each feeding and a few times in between. Ella has been pretty good about sleeping at night. She doesn't sleep through the night but she sleeps until it is time for a feeding then falls asleep right after. Occasionally she will stay wide-awake after a feeding and i have to "hang out" with her until she falls asleep but this doesn't happen too often. When she does fall asleep she stays asleep in her crib so i can sleep in my bed without fear of smothering her.
the day is another story. Ella doesn't always sleep after a feeding in the day and sometimes demands feedings back to back to back. Right now she is sleeping and i hope she doesn't mind that i put her down to sleep without me. Up until this point i have been napping with her resting on my chest. This has worked for both of us but i also need this time to get other things done so i am testing her out to see if she can handle the early afternoon nap without me.
my mom has gone home as of last Saturday. This has been hard for me and Ella, and Carl. My mom was a big help in watching Ella, cooking for us, and cleaning. Now that she is gone we are working on watching Ella alone. Mary has been coming over in the morning to help too. That is when i need the most help and i appreciate that she is offering her time to help. Her coming over in the morning gives me a chance to sleep a couple of hours without worrying about every little sound i hear from Ella. This morning i even had a chance to take a shower and put on clean-smelling clothes!
Well, i best be off to make some quiche before Ella wakes up.

Ella Aviv Gillies

 

This is it. the first photo of my Girl Ella Aviv Gillies. Yah! for me.
She is a doll. Born at 9 am after an intense, med-free, short labor. Ella weighed in at 6 lbs. 13 oz. and 19 inches long. Carl did an amazing job as a labor coach, especially if you consider the fact that it did not go as planned and his wife went raving mad with the pain. Carl was also the one who cut the umbilical cord and the first to hold Ella. The chance was offered to me but i was shaking and feeling very weak after the labor and i feared i would drop my baby girl.
We spent the obligatory 2 days in the hospital after the birth and that made me crazy with cabin fever but it was nice to have all those nurses and aides around to help with any concerns and questions.
We came home yesterday and had a terrible first night at home. i guess we are a bit fearful of falling asleep at night and not knowing if Ella is breathing or hungry or whatever. The other problem has been that Ella and I have been having trouble with breastfeeding. This is not coming naturally and Ella has been losing weight. Carl and i were just thinking about it this morning when a Lactaction Consultant called us out of the blue, like an angel. She had us come in and gave us all sorts of advice for feeding and we have been feeling a little more successful since. We will go back on friday to find out just how successful or if we need to come up with another plan. One way or another we are going to get Ella eating.

 


Another day of waiting. We have 10 days left till we hit the due date. How irrating it is not knowing when this labor thing is going to start. It's like a child waiting for christmas morning but each time they wake up excited to open presents her mom tells her, "sorry, not today. maybe tomorrow."
Carl and I are trying to be patient and to use the time to do things we still need to do to prepare. Today we went out to look at changing tables or dresser/changing table combos. We came home with nothing. We decided to just buy what we need to complete the closet instead. The dresser part isn't really necessary and the changing table alone seems like a waste to me since one isn't likely to keep it after the baby outgrows the diaper stage. I like furniture that is multi-purpose.
We also bought our first box of diapers. It seems like a lot but if the baby goes through an average of 7 diapers a day then the box will only last 30 days.
I made carl pose for this photo of us. it makes me laugh that my belly looks so big. It really hasn't grown much in the past month. The baby has but her home hasn't so i am sure she is feeling scrunched. Hope that motivates her to move out. She will have a lot more square footage out here.

The forecast called for a BABY Shower

 

Jessica Southard, second from the left in the back, held a baby shower/brunch for me last sunday. I had kind of figured that i would not have one since I don't have many friends here but Jessica offered. I am glad she offered. I really did want one. I keep missing out on certain things, like a bachlerotte party, because I keep moving and having to start all over with friendships and I hate that.
Anyway, the others in the photo are Mary Gag, Jessica, Yvette Ebb, Mary Gillies, Sally Jones. In the front is Beth Gillies, and ME. Jessica had the brunch at Sunsets in Woodbury. The restuarant was nice and it had a great brunch buffet. The salad with fruit was especially good. We had a plate or two of food and some drinks, non-alcoholic for me
:( than the group had me open the gifts for the baby. The baby got spoiled! There were a lot of adorable clothes, of course, and a whale tub for bathing, some care items, blankets, a bobby pillow, and even a snow suit for the following winter. It really was a nice "shower" of gifts. After that we had dessert and continued to talk. We were there for hours and it was a great time. Plus, I walked out realizing that I do know more people in this city than I initially thought.

Look no stretch Marks!

 

I am getting bigger each day but I am happy to not see any stretch marks thanks to the incredible care i have been devoting to my skin. No, I think they are hereditary because I haven't done much more than an occasional slather of lotion.
I am at 33 weeks in this photo. It was taken less than a week ago. The baby was doing some crazy dancing this morning. I got Carl's attention and showed him how my belly was quivering from the baby's movements.